This is the soundtrack to my indecision
I thought I had a plan
I thought I saw the vision
Sitting thinking back on things like shit, what am I missing
But now the futures the present
No need for reminiscing
Listen...
thought if I threw it high enough someone out there would catch it
Don’t wanna sound desperate
Been dreaming since my adolescence
Ran into a lot of folks that kept my mind distracted
But things are different now
Keep my eyes on the prize so I don’t miss the ‘wow’
Focus
Breathe
Just breathe
This too shall pass
Say it with me ‘this too shall pass’
It doesn’t matter
It doesn’t matter
Breathe
Another day, another chance to get it right
It’s different
Just breathe
This short introduction to my project basically sums up the process that it took to get this thing completed. After I completed Capriquaraeus Vol. 2 in 2018, I pretty much hit a brick wall. Writers block. Creators block, etc. I had beats but no inspiration to write. So I fell off. I began to doubt my abilities. I began to feel like it wasn't worth it. I just totally stopped writing songs. I was so indecisive about my music career. Did I even want to call it a career? What exactly was it. I gave up on the whole thing and decided that I was going to pour myself into everyone else's projects. I really was looking for some unnecessary validation.
Fast forward to early April/May of this year, I just randomly decided that I was going to put out a project and guess what? We worked our butts off to make that happen. 'Transcend' is two years in the making. And she's damn near perfect lol. I love it so much. It turns out that I did have a plan and the vision was clear. I just had to focus and breathe. And I had to believe that this too, shall truly pass.